Burra Wrestling

This past Tuesday I ran into a brick wall…

            Class was proceeding as it normally does.  We were in our groups and working through our respective lessons from the workbooks.  I was once again asking my group of students if they had any questions about this particular exercise that we were working on.  While I was answering a student’s question, another student turned to her neighbor and began speaking in Spanish.  I finished answering the first question and then turned to the other student and asked what her question was.  She said it was nothing and after pressing her to no avail, we moved on.

            Later, the same student turned and asked her neighbor another question in Spanish.  I interrupted her and requested that she ask me her question in English.  She said something along the lines of “no, it’s okay.”  I told her to please go ahead and ask me her question and I would be happy to clarify or explain anything that she may not understand, but I wanted her to ask me in English.  She then replied, “no, I don’t need to practice speaking in English.” BOOM!

            It took me a second or two to recover from the crash.  I can’t believe this girlady (girl+lady), who has been coming to class very frequently for the entire school year told me that she didn’t need to practice speaking in English!  I think that most of the rest of the group was taken aback as well.  I asked her why she thinks that she does not need to practice, and she said that she gets enough practice at work (she is a hostess at a chain restaurant.)  My response was that you can never practice too much or too often, especially when it comes to learning a language, but she did not seem to agree.  Even some of the other students chimed in and told her that “practice makes perfect” and “of course you need to practice.”

            So that is pretty much where I left it.  What else can I say to convince her of the necessity of practicing speaking?

            Later that day, though, I had a strange thought (well, I always have strange thoughts, but this one was related to this problem.)  What if this is in some way like a “silent period” in which a learner is focused more on absorbing the information rather than trying to produce?  Is it really okay for me to let her just take notes and listen?

If it can go wrong...

            I would definitely say that I was nervous about having to videotape me teaching, but I cannot say that I expected things to go anything at all like they did.

            To prepare for this day, I worked on a lesson that would hopefully improve the students’ pronunciation.  I own a book “Pronunciation Contrasts in English” and it has not only minimal pairs, but phonological information as well as a small sampling of languages that would have more trouble with any particular contrast.  Using this book, I made a spreadsheet and eventually whittled down the content to a manageable ten contrasting consonant sounds.  After doing three of them in class, I was afraid that I would totally lose the majority if I continued.

            I knew I had to prepare something, even without the video assignment because the actual teacher, Rocío, was away at a conference.  I did not know, however, that a co-worker of hers would be filling in for her.  Here, I would like to point out that if you can’t say anything good, don’t say anything at all…

            Following the whole class pronunciation fiasco, we split into three groups like we normally do.  During this semester, I have been working with the advanced group.  This would not have been good film, so “the fates,” or “destiny,” or whatever you want to call it had me work with the beginners.  I had no idea where they were in their book, which they had just started using this semester.  As is evident on the video, I am not entirely sure that they did either.

            Watching myself on the video was a somewhat awkward experience.  Maybe it would be better to say that I was watching myself be awkward on the video.  After seeing what I look like interacting with the students, I feel like I could work on my classroom management skills.  Conversely, I also feel like not being so authoritarian contributes to an overall positive affect in the classroom.  These are not mutually exclusive, plus, with these being adult students, I think a delicate balance is the answer.

            I think that one of my biggest strengths is my positive attitude.  I keep smiling and laughing while using my sense of humor to engage students and (hopefully) keep class more enjoyable.  In my experience, class is infinitely more fun and interesting when the teacher wants to be there and actually likes teaching.

            I believe that one aspect of my teaching that needs improvement is my ability to stay focused.  When covering certain areas of English, I find myself providing too many examples or too many exceptions to the rule.  I need to focus on covering the topic and making sure that this particular concept is grasped before I start piling on more information.

            After watching the video, I feel that how I view myself teaching is pretty similar to what was actually on the video.  (I did not realize, however, how much background noise there is in class).  It seemed like so many things were going awry that day: Rocío wasn’t there, her “fill-in” wanted things her way, we ran out of coffee cups, we didn’t have our normal snack food (because Rocío brings it), the door that has the extra tables and chairs was not unlocked for us, and I worked with a different group than usual.  Despite all the things that go wrong and all the problems or issues that arise in the future, I will be able to adapt and improvise workable solutions.

Getting in the way

          I had to deal with something in ESL class for the first time this week that I had never dealt with before.  One of the students was upset and walking out of the class in frustration.  I know that what transpired was at least partially my fault, so I feel guilty for contributing to the problem.

          Two other students asked a question that somewhat related to American culture (or so they thought).  They asked what I was taught in school was the number of continents in the world.  When they went to school (not in the U.S.) they were taught that there are five continents.  (I still don’t know what those five are).  Then, I asked for the name of the man who discovered “America.”  All of the students responded with Cristobal Colón.  I then proceeded to tell them that here we are taught that it is Christopher Columbus.  Someone said this is a translation of his name, but that is not the point I was confused about.  Why did his name need to be “translated?”  I can’t think of one other historical figure whose name is “translated.”

          In the midst of this, I decided to grab one of the pan dulces that were brought to class.  On the way back to my group, I checked to see what the beginners were working on, and was flagged down by one of the intermediate students because she did not understand a word in her book.  By the time I got back to the advanced group, some of the students were still arguing about the continent issue and one student was walking out the door.  Rocío stopped him before he left and I overheard some of their conversation.

          He was upset because he came to class to learn English, not debate about education.  I know that there is a cultural aspect to it, and one could even argue that people were practicing their speaking skills.  When I think about it, I allowed a few students to get us off topic and that detracted from everyone’s opportunity for learning.  When it comes down to it, I think that I not only allowed it, but encouraged it.  I don’t like the feeling of getting in the way of someone’s education… especially since I am the one who is supposed to be teaching them.